Notes

Have you ever felt like a hamster on a wheel who forgot why it's running in the first place? I have. My day started with me trying to convince myself that setting five alarms in a row is normal. Then I'd dive into work like a marathon champion, minus the medals and applause. Lunch? Who even has time to eat! Sleep? A luxury for the weak.

Ever wondered what a conversation with your past self would look like? Probably a mix of eye-rolls and "What were you thinking?" moments. Trust me, I've been there. From fumbling with lines of code to steering the ship as a marketing manager, the journey has been anything but a straight line. But here's the kicker: reflection has been the secret sauce all along.

A recurring pattern where two days of forced effort on a stuck problem yielded nothing, but stepping away and sleeping on it produced the answer in ten minutes – a mechanic he doesn't understand but has learned to trust.

A reflection on realizing that what looked like a lifelong pursuit of stability may have actually been a search for the feeling of moving in the right direction – a distinction that surfaces precisely now, amid the least stable, most uncertain period of his life.

An exploration of the Digital Garden concept – a living, constantly-editable alternative to polished blog posts – followed by the honest admission that publishing "raw," unfinished content feels difficult in practice, even when that's the whole point of the format.